It's almost unbelievable that I'm still here with this blog and still so far away from the goal. But, here I am!
It has been one hell of a roller coaster year, for one reason and another and although things didn't always go the way I'd planned or hoped for, I'm not sad or full of regrets.
Hoping that 2012 FINALLY is the year I fulfil my calling of being a surrogate. I'm getting pretty fed up of seeing so many others succeed at what seems to be impossible for me. I want my turn!
Honestly, the world and his wife, or surrogate, is pregnant lately and I can truly say that I am happy for them but I'm definitely green-eyed and desperate to join those ranks.
I think my problem is I constantly doubt myself and my abilities but this year, I have vowed to believe in myself. That doesn't only apply to surrogacy either, I have some big plans!
This year I've lost a friend sadly, figuratively obviously, but it's out of my hands, I have re-built bridges with others and I've made some new ones - maybe one of which may be my 2012 match. Taking things super slow but things are definitely moving forwards and if things come together then I will be back to tell all but at this point, I'm keeping it quiet.
Since it's the end of a year, I want to thank those of you who keep coming back to my little blog and reading. I don't know who the majority of you are but I appreciate you stopping by and having you along for the ride, I just hope this year I can finally make it worthwhile for you all, with the sweet smell of success - stick with me a bit longer please!
Wishing you a Happy and Healthy New Year, may all your dreams and wishes come true.
No comments:
Post a Comment